Not much new has happened.
I accepted a role with TOY (Theater of Youth) and I'm excited to start in one new project. I've been pretty uninspired recently... So it will be good to have a change of scenery.
I cut off 8 inches of my hair and donated it to "Children with Hair loss" and that same day was my last day working with the family that I nannied for.
My hair has already grown a good half inch, and my work days are a lot less noisy... I went from watching three children all at once to watching only one. I have a lot more time to do crafts with her and I've seen several new Disney movies that I hadn't seen before.
I've been going to a yoga and Pilates class a few times a week and started attending an Aerial class---
Okay, I guess a lot of new things have happened. More reasons why writing down your life has its benefits... You don't realize the changes you are going through until you start describing them to someone else.
The aerial class has been amazing. My whole body is sore in places I forgot had working muscles... And it is confidence boosting. I know I need to work on my dance skills... That's what I really need to make me a more marketable package as an actor in musical theater... But my confidence there is so low that I can't bring myself to walk into a dance studio and focus straight enough right now... I'm hoping that by working on silks and trapeze will build my confidence and desire to try some dance classes... But for now, when I'm in the air on a trapeze, I feel strong, and I feel beautiful. And that's what I need right now.
It has inspired me to start eating better and start a whole new workout regiment to build strength and really take care of the temple I've been given. There's no reason that I shouldn't be strong and lean, I'm literally in my prime-- it's now or never! Healthy habits start now. I'm a perfect size for strength and agility. More than plain, less than tall.
With physical strength, we all know comes mental and spiritual health...
And there have definitely been some spiritual battles I've been fighting. I won't go into heavy detail, but what I've learned is:
Love conquers all
and
God has me right where he wants me to be.
Everything happens for a reason, and His plan is so far beyond my sight lines... I might as well be blindfolded. At this point, it's all about trust.
Good stuff.
Hugs and Kisses.
Til next time.
